Looking for a better life

After two weeks in Edinburgh that's what is happening to me: I haven't found a job yet, anyway 4 guys in the college kitchen are off sick and I'm doing overtime which is a good news, I'm playing football indoor again with my old team and jogging in the gym at least 3 days a week, I'm not going out (except the day I went to Rado's and Lucy's leaving party), I'm doing my assessments and also I'm watching some films on my laptop because I can sleep longer now. It's a boring life isn't it? I have to think in the suicide soon after hearing a music piece like this.